Monday, May 25, 2009

I'm sorry

I'm not feeling very wonderful today. I know this won't get out to who I want to tell, but I want to say it out anyways since I can't find their e-mail.

I'm sorry, Jon and Kate plus eight. I'm sorry Jon, I'm sorry Kate, and I'm sorry Mady, Cara, Alexis, Collin, Joel, Hannah, Aaden and Leah.

I haven't ever doubted your realism, and have loved watching your life, as disgusting as it sounds...from your first special I have been touched to see your life and how you have done with your family. You are a family and I've never thought of you any other way.

I just watched the season 5 premier and I am increasingly upset. From before it was always talking about their life, and now they're talking about a new, unrealistic but true aspect of their life - the paparazzi.
I've always hated what media has done to celebrities. It is disgusting and if one thing goes out of line for them, whoever they are, they are in deep trouble. No matter what.

I started to cry, watching that episode. While Kate was trying to plan her beautiful sextuplets' fifth birthday, what happens but she has to hide from the paparazzi and... I started to cry when Jon and Kate were talking about the trouble that they were facing because of the media and the horrible things that viewers have done. I started to cry when the paparazzi tried to invade the party...I cried and cried when Kate mentioned the unmentionable.
I'm terrified for them, and even though I didn't do a thing to help promote what horrible things are done to them, I can't help but say it.

I'm sorry.

I know I didn't do anything, but I know you need to hear it.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

You can stop if you like. I won't mind. I'll be happy if you do if it would stop this.

I am so, so, so sorry.